of all of them, you are my precious

you're beautiful in the way you speak, walk,
talk. your kisses powerful to the point of paralyse. your heart is
my weakness; your tears, my fears. and i mix up
negativity with love, this girl too undeserving of you. I want
to be your hero, but i think you know- i'm not much more
than a mistake. a wasted mind of a heartbreak.
i'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a
maze and love is a riddle. if i could be kind, i'd leave you in pure consideration,

but selfishness eats my rationale.i need you to let me be alive.you're dying in my arms.
i am emotionally attached to you like gum in the hair, so
tangled so deliciously dangerous so deep
i'd spill my blood to be fair to you, to make up the
holes. i would rescucitate you, till my last breath. my last breath.
and with that i'd say: i love you-
really did, still really do.

My skin is getting weak, it's tired from the storms- dry, broken, pale.