I found a place to spend my time, safekept in your mind

(leans on his chest in empty mrt)
"what if two people went through life being bestfriends, and all their other friends got married
around them and they just ended up marrying each other, because they realised there was nobody else?"
"you and your fantasies about love"
"I love you."

I had an excellent day today, one of the few thrilling days i have had this year. kudos to josh
and boyfriend-friday-nights for taking me out to town, where we shopped for his stuff and my stuff
and then watched bride wars at marina.it's been a long time since we'd spent time out together, and town
seemed so much more welcoming with him. remembering the days i spent with colleen/dj feeling so alone
because 3 is a crowd, all the places were the same but i felt happier.i liked the feeling of having someone
to hold my hand, someone to wait for me outside changing rooms and to just walk through the crowded
malls with again. or maybe I just liked the fact that we're both happy together again.
wouldn't have it anyother way now. honestly.

our friday nights together tend to always be at his house then eating wanton mee at the coffeeshop, not
that i don't like it, i actually love it. but tonight was good, finally so long after all my complaining about us
not doing "couple things" and whatnot. heeheehee.tgif never applied so well. School's been disastrous.
it's been hard not having all the wonders in the same class. plus secondary 3 is a whole new ball game;
musical in march. syf in april. i am scared shitless, stressed out, going insane yet completely at home.

oh yes, was wondering whether to do a self-initiated proj at the end of the year in my school. probably
get a few local bands (hopefully in conjunction with invasion productions) for an event and then finishing
off with a dramaclub production. open to public. what do you think?
J's off playing L4D with my couz, meeting him for a sashimi lunch tomorrow! drama first, of course. nites.