i miss
going to clifford's house to play guitar
teasing him about his pin-ups
bryan's signature ice tea
staying up late by the pool
bike races down meragi road
swimming at 10am
bryan, jeremy, clifford, darren, lydia
the happiness i felt two aprils ago
first kisses and the tingling sensation it leaves
my first drama club performance: the M files
talking to anton on the phone everynight
plotting ways to infiltrate boys' minds
feeling like there was always someone there
videoworld afternoons
pushpop addictions in sec one
christmas production rehearsals
sitting in wes's car with people i felt were family
shopping trips with fran and laura p.
impromtu barbeques in wes's garden
wee hours of the morning drives
the shears bridge
river valley trees and tealights
luke, marrielle, nikolas, harif
watching alotlikelove on my screwed tv landing
stardust and november mayhems
sneaking off from a party with you
feeling like the worst person alive
but then also the luckiest during december
having only you on my mind
being surrounded by love and what it feels like
your midnight calls just to say i love you
small surprises after math tuition
walking down katong hand-in-hand
lying with you on your balcony floor in darkness
falling asleep on you during busrides home
feeling like i don't need anything else but your love
arguing over small things but making up after
plainly alot about you
and the goodtimes

you've been a part of me so long
just not the part that keeps me strong
you've been a part of me and i know
i will miss you when you go