do you know the feeling when you keep running and your head begins to spin? the saltiness of your sweat stings your eyeballs and blurs your vision, nearly plunging you to the floor. you can't breathe and you try so hard to suck in every ounce of air into your empty lungs. heart pounding, as if ready to explode in your chest. your mind goes blank, and your legs stretch so far with every step, you think they might dettach themselves and leave you mangled. motionless. the lights around you begin to merge. your brain starts to beat, as if forming hollograms of living things in your head. you feel like you need to die, right here right now. breaking point. and that is when you think of him. so you keep running.